Monday, June 19, 2006

bad sister? bleah...

calling all big sisters who have a younger bro like me...do you all feel the same dilemma as me?

i am always pissed wif my bro...esp when he wans to invite his friends over to our house for gathering...i had mentioned it b4...dunno izzit sister instinct or wat...i juz feel uncomfortable in my bro friends' presence..or even worse...to dislike them...i noe it's unkind and ungracious of me to feel this way but it's juz like innate...u noe wat...i never ever like or talk to my bro friends (frm neighbours to sch friends) before....except taking up his phone calls...( ya...the hi and byes...) wat's funny is tat i only like some of his pri sch friends...hahaz...because i noe their sisters...

his friends are forever rowdy but partly the case tat boys are like tat...but i thought u'll still have to maintain some manners in someone's house...but wat wld i complain if my parents are okay abt it? alright...i like boys tat are natural (u noe...yelling & shouting some vulgarities are fine...) but his friends are too natural to be exact...i dunno wat to say but the unhappiness in me always boil uncontrollably...wat's the big deal of coming to ppl's house to have fun watching tv, playing mahjong, playing PS2...when these activities can also be done at their own homes? i noe why....it's the friends company....

my bro often nagged at me for my objections...because when he mentioned calling his friends over....my face juz automatically turned black...(i cnt help it...i try to be a nice sister but failed...) i'll display my displeasure and my bro will get pissed and end up screaming at each other...my mum will interfer and ask me to be more understanding and reasonable...ok...i being the bad sister...will then be mocked for being a loner and have no friends....hahaz...but wadeva they say...i still support my stand...i still have my "sister authority"...hmmm...tat's it for now...:)

alarming news to announce....ong is going on a date....wahahahaz....juz felt excited for her...u noe...like "a mother is getting excited when her daughter is marrying off" kind of feeling...her senior invited her to his partner for a social nite event thingy...aiyah...something like prom...oooh...my good ole pal has grown up...hahaz...being dramatic here...hey ong...better blog all the juicy details...:P

oh yesh....had a fun time singing kbox wif ong & hui & also did some shopping last sat...hougang outlet is really cheap so muz support klunch...and we took some neoprints also( very nice....)...i'll upload the pics in my next entry...

to end of this entry...recently i'm obessessed wif voodoo dolls tat are on sale in mini toons...u noe...the charm dolls for luck, love, health, study and career....i'm juz sooo superstitious...hehez...

tat's it at 4:16 AM

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